MERRY sweet lovely happy merry (once again) XMAS!!

aw.... sweet sweet season of love/ sharing/ caring.....
i *heart* xmas! this joyful season!!

the trees. lightings. decors. pretzies. ambience. songs. shopping. anything goes for Christmas. is so pretttaaaay ....

xoxo

life sucks .... or not....

know how things turned out to be so bad at times that one feels that is pointless and futile having to live through this life? maybe not to all of u (some had good life from the day of birth, so fark it!)
when i last posted my recent updates just a few hours ago, i was okay. now, few hours later... , i'm literally NOT ok!?
shit happens.... even within secs,min or hours. if you're damned right lucky, shit doesn't exist in your life except for your stinky faeces freshly forced out from your arse.

so whatever happens to other losers who are norm peeps struggling to ace through that tough times, u'll say --> life goes on<--- and i say, all hell to this phrase. easier said then done. "is okay babe, u'll get thru this"... things like that are better not said.

we ALL know that. so, what's the catch? who cares? it's my life and heck i gotta deal with it. damn, stop sulking and i should probably move on to the next chapter of my life. forget about sucky exams, fake friends, kiasu colleagues, farking sluts, angry parents, loathing foes, passing of loved ones, awful relationships or even messy breakups. things happened and u can't change the fact. so, what do u do? how do u cope ???

Bill Cosby once quote: " i don't know the key to success, but i know the key to failure is to please everyone" .... (ps: vivid his words are, in my memories; but i do not state his words as precise as he said it: the message as it is ). this dude got his point. why all those tensions in order to please others? compromising is an effort, but giving in without limit is another issue. do it for yourself and not regret it later. i think i made myself quite clear. with simple english and minimal, not-so-rhetorical language.

so far for all those long winded blabberings and still not convinced? no? ever wondered why some people seemed okay even after many unfortunate events consequently befall upon them? read up on

7 Methods for Coping with Tragedy (Courtesy of James Bond)

'nuf said---------

pls don't stop the music....

every survival has its victorious glory to boost. For the past 2-3 weeks, it was one hell. damn hectic, not to mention last min burning mid night oil and useless studying for chapters that won't come out in exams. To those who think that learning should be from the will to learn and life-long learning process as it is, I heed your calling.

The fact is that, we malaysians are damned right down to six feet under for their kiasuness. so we don't give a farking damn about studying for our future, but studying to survive through that moment. other implications? we just want our A's to kick butts.

with those big-shot letter, u can practically get anywhere/everywhere. not necessarily being academically gifted equals to good life. but is the least u can do before u can prove to the world & shut their mouths that wealth/success is not equivalent to getting good grades.

facts: if u wanna be a multi$$$$ earning peep, u gotta have powerful knowledge on financial management.Superb academic results will get u good jobs (note: professional jobs like doctor, lawyer etc) but not necessarily make u rich!!

Bill Gates' not a top student, neither our beloved Einstein... but these are successful peeps k? depending solely on what & how they Can do to rock the world!

in the end, u still very much need the foundation to build instil that trust into peeps who will and certainly will think you're simply bullshiting *fark*

Digressing, freedom shone upon me when the clock ticks its last sec to 1.30pm. Rushing to end those words on paper with ugly scribbles of last min points. Failed. Failed. Failed. I need all the mighty fortunes to summon upon the heavenly gods for blessing me with the grades ==

After the last paper, we perempuan all lari to Barcelona that night. Reached about 11plus and is kinda packed de. ladies night mah but still gotta pay for drinks lor. dunno what they hell they were trying to explain. damn tired jor and don't bother about it much. just wanna have fun *sigh*

Music was ok ler but getting worse after 12. So many peeps (esp gals) vomited their guts out. dotdotdot… aiya poor thing, if you can't drink then why drink?

even so u claim that is none of my biz (although it is not); still, note this warning to avoid trouble--> *If you SO wanna get drunk, kindly do so in your own private territory (your reserved table in the club doesn't count) instead in the public 'coz if any of those shits ended up on my/ anyone's ka-ching ($$$!!!) attire, gosh u bet they won’t be letting u off easily. don't wanna mess with others, do you?

soon enough when seemingly everything starts to die off, we Ciao and went to William’s in Megah but also wana close de lor.

reached home, Zzz at 5 am and woke up at 9 am the next day to go for an interview in phileo damansara… betting that my dark circles won’t be leaving me anytime sooner now la.

This man cum woman works in handy. He’s our soldier that night *roger that*

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despo bit*hes (but not so like some)

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had fun with these sampat pors

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kanasai (sweat + sweat = real messy look *lol*)

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sweet couple who met through mutual friend in club too *awh, ain’t that sweeeet*

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sober mistress

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perasan babiSss

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oh ya, last but not least, P-O-S-E-R!! haha he asked me to delete his but wastage is bad right? So I put this to good use *grins* p/p/s: want this removed? read my blog & leave me lotsa nice comments... haha

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wait-wait-wait....i'm not done!!

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last one, we promise ...

camho-ing last min... time to balik luuu....

Lovely times don't last long. I’m bored right now and then in kajang. small deserted town (dunno why it can be so jammed up certain times, just a kampung lor)

now, moi's list of things to do during nov/dec sem hols:

-Up on hunt for event jobs/ JUST jobs la (i'm not sooo fussy ba) but couldn’t commit the time as I’m leaving for china on Dec. broke big time man.

-Am currently brushing up on my financial management during this hols coz I got a supplier of financial readings from bro (big fan of authors like Trump, Warren Buffett et.al) .he said I wouldn’t be rich if my liabilities are higher then assets. Is common sense when said but if applied to own self, boy I’m surprised of how many liabilities I have based on those things that I do not really need. Yes, that includes online shopping and pretty sweet nothings. (How can I say no to that * sob*)

If this is even a liability, what else more do I have to say?

Never mind that, I’m gonna procrastinate my plans for now to concentrate on sleeping early at this moment. Sien diao … ---adieu

in the midst of tension...

everything seemed organized for now. wonder if i could rush for my finals. so many things to absorb ... this sem we had thicker text books... full of nonsensical blabbering. some lects are always being absent to classes. last min cancelling classes on us , whilst we're already at the door steps anticipating to attend class (lols) .... one lect promised to upload notes on the net (e-learning) , till now no news. aiya sure on hol mood de. anything dey'll go like " you're a uni student, we musn't spoonfeed you ==|||"..... c wat situation la , kanasai....

this week had been hectic liao, packed schedule for my public performance this sat is draining my energy, coupled with late nites tung siew-ing for exams.... plus, we dancers... had to sew our own skirts.... i mean, sequins on our skirts... like scattered EVERYWHERE on our skirts.... nono, skirts cum top actually *blergh*
practices on tues, wed, thurs (final rehearsel) ..... this is the outcome.....

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abused by tempo
'skilled' dance is like dat wan!! lol, no pain no gain huh
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how each teeny bit of the sequins are meticulously sewn to this satin material
*because it is satin-feel, its soft material made sewing a tedious chore... esp all over the skirt!!*

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fai fai, hurry hurry, just do it!! back side still not done ==
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FINAL MASTERPIECE!! ribbon *checked*, sequins all over skirt *checked*, butterflies at waistline *checked*, ironing (on sat |||)
*the material is very purple (pure purple), due to the lighting and muh 2MP hp cam, the outcome of the color ?=bluish purple instead, ok la, sui oso wert*

spent half of my hols in perak for my cousin's wedding. now, is time to slog thru the rest of it... the wedding was ok.... lotsa pics taken were blurred. a few were nice. food was quite nice. although we had it in some place booked (some cina association of some sort)

*tak tau la aku*

usual wedding food, not bad.... habis in sekelip mata, what's left is the lotus candle. later on, don't know where it went. i think my mama took it home. dunno for whatever purposes. *hehe*

*sis pro in using chopsticks, i suck*
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bring me home , huhu

all are usual dishes, except for the 2nd one, is just a BIG fat bun... is nice.... with curry inside. sayang nyer, most of us dared not to consume such lovely bun because..... erm..... *u judge for yourself*

*sweet, lovely tasting bun on the outside*
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open up this bebeh
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whoa got plastic summo!! wtf
dare you to eat it all up

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*sayang only, the curry is seriously tasty. they ought to use lotus leaf or banana leaf
pun jadi lar*

the 2nd and 3rd pic of the bun taken when de fatty bao is steamed at home. we took the extras back--> to feed my dogs. *stop wastage mah, smart bor ?*

*happy endings for the night*
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brides are always looking so pretty on their big day =)

other stuffs i brought home from perak, this buncha cute highlighters with kawaii notes and rings to hang. portable chico. this is one heck of stuff to show off. coz i don't remember seeing it elsewhere in wilayah (kl/pj) bookstores. if there's anyplace selling it, let me know. the next time, i won't be travelling so far just to get one *blek*

6 colours in total. easy peasy to carry it around. strong bright colours to keep you awake when staring into the pages, chio!!
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contented poser for the day.. uber tiredness

anyways, been accompanying my lappie for quite sometime, need to shut it down jor, *urgh* time to hit the books.... sayonara

....................when desperation sets in...................

too many things, TOO lil time ...

been extremely beezay with exams (soon soon it's here!!) , dance (muh upcoming dance appreciation) , assignments (previously, i literally grad from it), work? (jobless ever since Castrol roadshow, no time to work oso hor) .. everything seemed to be clashing nonetheless. struggling, struggling. now i'm a part timer in everything... *urgh* take me away............................................................................... to another land......lalala

i'm so gonna be homesick... for 3D and 2N!
i'm so catching flu.
i'm so gonna be bore to d*eath
i'm so gonna miss my online shopping
i'm so gonna miss my lappie
i'm so gonna miss my doggy
All in 3D and 2N, being away from *home*

...................most importantly, i miss muh Da B! .....................................

another day, another moment

kick start a new day ................ with nothing. burnt my hours by napping it away, illusions of exam-free moments coupled with tonnes of money throwing sessions through online shopping. what's there to shop ah ? shoes, bags, vintage items (belt, cutesies, bags...etc.etc) or maybe in-stuff-items. whatever goes la. u know, how things go around gals. we're capable of having flings with our munneys.

saturday. the day i'm in dilemma of choosing between my dance rehearsal and cousin's wedding dinner. duh... obviously i GOTTA attend de dinner as it is my cousin's. but i soooo wish i could attend the rehearsal .... dunno y ler. i missed it soooo much. anyways, 1st of nov is THE DAY. the day when i'm gonna perform a fusion dance of chinese + malay+ indian contemporary and chinese dance (contemp) altogether. but i don't think many (or any) of my friends would make it .

1) exams
2) studying for exams
3) they probably dunno
4) bz, perhaps
5) lazy ? erm, i hope not.
6) outstation? hell yeah! orang pun belum balik dari kampung!! *sobb*

conclusion: i chose to go to de wedding dinner. just in case, they had an excuse (for future usage) for not attending mine (lols) ... neh , it's just once in a lifetime thingy and i don't wanna disappoint them ( this reason won't make me looked bad )

for the past few days , ever since i worked for panasonic in MV.. i hadn't enough of time to zzz 'coz the need to rush for exhibitions, ARSE-ignments, presentation and tests... obviously, i'm sleep deprived .... luckily still ok. not yet sakit !! but i scored myself dark circles lo (and probably eye bags too)

(am not afraid to expose the dark side of mine)

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my mood that day wasn't high and shine. poop-faced all along. we're broke and find ourselves desperate enough to refuse shopping at warehouse sales. there're 2: mph & zara warehouse sales. both we didn't make it.so you can imagine how broke we are ? *hrmmph*

in the end, we make a trip to KFC ..... amy had her car pumped with petrol at shell's

*serious worker man, got potential*
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this girl is despo for a job (LOLs). shell didn't wanna hire her.... cause.......she's a UM student....
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where am I? erm.....
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in the car camwhoring lor
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busy studying even after her test... made me feel so bad man ..
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she WAS studying reviews.... for movies ==
it was in Chinese, so i blardy tak faham lar!!

somemore, in that mag (this exact issue), my ex punyer gambar keluar tau.... amy was suddenly staring at me.... so, i asked her.........

KSS: why are you staring at me like that?
AMY: eh, somehow..... u looked like.....
i looked like my ex's current gf kan?
eh, ya wei.... i noticed. when just a glance, like macam la sikit....
yeah, i know....
maybe he likes gals with this look lar....
maybe.....

so, i tak kisah lar. coz that was like so damned many years after we last paktor. wasn't a serious one pun.

now one thing i'd like to pin point, malaysia kan is full of suprises. first the hike in petrol prices and now they turun-kan it... is like playing stock markets u know. so not predictable. and also the infamous traffic jams..... we can't exactly tell WHEN or WHERE is jammed. but we can estimate and it helps by knowing your routes to help avoid jams. truly, malaysians are capable of causing jams.... which i wondered why..... are they always indecisive when it comes to choosing roads? fickle-minded on deciding lanes? or putting a signal to the left when you're turning to the right?
maybe u should decide for yourselves!.............................here one freaking good example----

~~ jeng jeng jeng jeng ~~

*people learn things from young age. this pic was taken in uni. if prob is not curbed, this one could be a potential serious offender on the road*

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*could cause massive jams or accidents in worse case scenarios, how ah? front parking (the easiest) oso kenot park properly, GENG lor *
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*she has prepared herself well in case of emergencies, her pooh bear/mashimaro will act as an airbag to support her neck from breaking*

don't get me wrong, i sounded mean but at least i'm not cursing. simply commenting. once again, i tried to be understanding..... she's just probably in a rush to buang air besar *oops*

at least... i didn't write her a note like some of my rocking buddies did. i secretly took her 'baby' car's pic (i did protect her privacy btw, by censoring her car plate number summo!... see, i'm nice *weehee*) soooo, if u don't want this publishing to happen, drive like a pro and be responsible. one car fits 2 parking slots. wa liao wei... bit too much kay?! luckily she's driving kancil only. if she drives a lamborghini or porsche i will criticize kaokao.... if u don't know how to drive, kindly do not tarnish the image of cun cars... it's only meant for the classy drivers who KNOW how to drive!! made for REAL drivers, by REAL engineers..whom i supposed are good drivers too lar!!

~chio-ness~

is mine to dream..... sweet dreams....

..........obsessions with caffeine.............

wat happenED!!

thank God it's wed!!!! TGIW!!!! and finally i'm done with my oral test ... not tooo bad. except for one lect who pretends to be strict (with her looks, oh c'mon it wasn't DAT intimidating *swt*)
my topic: student who caught stealing should be punished by canning publicly. my role was to DISAGREE. omg.... and as i expected (not too much but it was a disaster!) my other groupmate came up with points exactly like mine! so i had to mishmash the points and REelaborate in a diff way. anyways, freedom ahead.... woohoo

went to TGIF ... dang was broke lo... if i had rm 100 i could have ordered any freaking alcoholic beverage ... anyhow, by the end of the makan session... all money was wasted coz the 1st thing i did was to go to the loo (tummy was rejecting TGIF foodies *sobs*)

like i've said b4, this is wat happened during those freaking-beezay few days of non-stop hectic rush of adrenaline...

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board of knowledge (kononnya)
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bookmarks i made (it was a rushed one, so bit simple)
ps: still, it was a whole lot sweeter den another group's artwork (haha, proud giler)
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done by : *insert groupies' names*
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she'd better not rate them higher then us!! (ps: bribed her with our lovely bookmark liao)
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and finally, our dearest sir has his say.....

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handsome tak? man, he's sooooo MACHO
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even this one takes centre stage *smiles*
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heers to sir einstein...(no, we've not forgotten u dearest)

at last but not least, cheers to freedom for the time being... a few hours of time to spare is better than none isn't it?

in war with farking foes of Arse-ignments!!

damn...it's 1.18 am and i'm bloody drenched with loadsa assignments. even those that i'd done (or at least i thought i did) was 'deleted' or simply vanished into 'god-knows-where' , leaving me an empty blank preview of microsoft word.....speaking of assignments too, i need to create 80 bookmarks !! (mine less by 10 'cause no more ink liao by the time i printed 70, thank god oso la)

luckily zimui amy helped me, if not sure kantoi mampoi to max...

plus, the farking exhibition starts from 8 am - 5 pm. i'd to let go of a 4hrs job of freakin' good pay coz of this useless , FOC exhibition, with 'no money come, but money go' efforts and all for the sake of 40 percent of contribution to our grades.

PLUS, this damned exhibition requires us to b coolie, carrying that damned HUGE exhibit board all de way down to audi.... @#$@@.... wtf FOR? coz SOME ppl r toooooo lazy to climb up the hills isn'it. den dun study in UM la.... damn it...

anyways, cant imagine how disastrous these assignments are? pictures will be provided later...... and once again.... say NO to Arse-ignments. i'll probably fart all the way thru it.... hell it smells bad, but sooner or later the smell will eventually dissipate and i'm all back to my glorious moments of lepaking, oh-so-candy-muh-sweet-times....

few hours more to charge into battle field ... counting from this *tick tock, tick tock, tick tock....*

pipuchi=kopisai, kopisai=pipuchi

kopisai is me. so is pipuchi. the big time procrastinator. lagging behind the bars of time, struggling to find the a whole new era, what's all the purposes of happenings. and so....to say i'm a blogger, i wouldn't admit to that title 'cause i don't blog that often, i just blog outta curiosity and emotions. a person of minimal words and more of thoughts. eventually....it ain't all about me, myself and i but that whole damned community of chaos and when kopisai Says..................................................that's just about it.......................

ps: xanga is just an old flame. kopisai had an affair with blogspot (quite sometime) and am pretty sure passion will soon be heated up.