know how things turned out to be so bad at times that one feels that is pointless and futile having to live through this life? maybe not to all of u (some had good life from the day of birth, so fark it!) when i last posted my recent updates just a few hours ago, i was okay. now, few hours later... , i'm literally NOT ok!? shit happens.... even within secs,min or hours. if you're damned right lucky, shit doesn't exist in your life except for your stinky faeces freshly forced out from your arse.
so whatever happens to other losers who are norm peeps struggling to ace through that tough times, u'll say --> life goes on<--- and i say, all hell to this phrase. easier said then done. "is okay babe, u'll get thru this"... things like that are better not said.
we ALL know that. so, what's the catch? who cares? it's my life and heck i gotta deal with it. damn, stop sulking and i should probably move on to the next chapter of my life. forget about sucky exams, fake friends, kiasu colleagues, farking sluts, angry parents, loathing foes, passing of loved ones, awful relationships or even messy breakups. things happened and u can't change the fact. so, what do u do? how do u cope ???
Bill Cosby once quote: "i don't know the key to success, but i know the key to failure is to please everyone" .... (ps: vivid his words are, in my memories; but i do not state his words as precise as he said it: the message as it is ). this dude got his point. why all those tensions in order to please others? compromising is an effort, but giving in without limit is another issue. do it for yourself and not regret it later. i think i made myself quite clear. with simple english and minimal, not-so-rhetorical language.
so far for all those long winded blabberings and still not convinced? no? ever wondered why some people seemed okay even after many unfortunate events consequently befall upon them? read up on
every survival has its victorious glory to boost. For the past 2-3 weeks, it was one hell. damn hectic, not to mention last min burning mid night oil and useless studying for chapters that won't come out in exams. To those who think that learning should be from the will to learn and life-long learning process as it is, I heed your calling.
The fact is that, we malaysians are damned right down to six feet under for their kiasuness. so we don't give a farking damn about studying for our future, but studying to survive through that moment. other implications? we just want our A's to kick butts.
with those big-shot letter, u can practically get anywhere/everywhere. not necessarily being academically gifted equals to good life. but is the least u can do before u can prove to the world & shut their mouths that wealth/success is not equivalent to getting good grades.
facts: if u wanna be a multi$$$$ earning peep, u gotta have powerful knowledge on financial management.Superb academic results will get u good jobs (note: professional jobs like doctor, lawyer etc) but not necessarily make u rich!!
Bill Gates' not a top student, neither our beloved Einstein... but these are successful peeps k? depending solely on what & how they Can do to rock the world!
in the end, u still very much need the foundation to build instil that trust into peeps who will and certainly will think you're simply bullshiting *fark*
Digressing, freedom shone upon me when the clock ticks its last sec to 1.30pm. Rushing to end those words on paper with ugly scribbles of last min points. Failed. Failed. Failed. I need all the mighty fortunes to summon upon the heavenly gods for blessing me with the grades ==
After the last paper, we perempuan all lari to Barcelona that night. Reached about 11plus and is kinda packed de. ladies night mah but still gotta pay for drinks lor. dunno what they hell they were trying to explain. damn tired jor and don't bother about it much. just wanna have fun *sigh*
Music was ok ler but getting worse after 12. So many peeps (esp gals) vomited their guts out. dotdotdot… aiya poor thing, if you can't drink then why drink?
even so u claim that is none of my biz (although it is not); still, note this warning to avoid trouble--> *If you SO wanna get drunk, kindly do so in your own private territory (your reserved table in the club doesn't count) instead in the public 'coz if any of those shits ended up on my/ anyone'ska-ching($$$!!!)attire, gosh u bet they won’t be letting u off easily. don't wanna mess with others, do you?
soon enough when seemingly everything starts to die off, we Ciao and went to William’s in Megah but also wana close de lor.
reached home, Zzz at 5 am and woke up at 9 am the next day to go for an interview in phileo damansara… betting that my dark circles won’t be leaving me anytime sooner now la.
This man cum woman works in handy. He’s our soldier that night *roger that*
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despo bit*hes (but not so like some)
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had fun with these sampat pors
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kanasai (sweat + sweat = real messy look *lol*)
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sweet couple who met through mutual friend in club too *awh, ain’t that sweeeet*
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sober mistress
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perasan babiSss
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oh ya, last but not least, P-O-S-E-R!! haha he asked me to delete his but wastage is bad right? So I put this to good use *grins* p/p/s: want this removed? read my blog & leave me lotsa nice comments... haha
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wait-wait-wait....i'm not done!!
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last one, we promise ...
camho-ing last min... time to balik luuu....
Lovely times don't last long. I’m bored right now and then in kajang. small deserted town (dunno why it can be so jammed up certain times, just a kampung lor)
now, moi's list of things to do during nov/dec sem hols:
-Up on hunt for event jobs/ JUST jobs la(i'm not sooo fussy ba)but couldn’t commit the time as I’m leaving for china on Dec. broke big time man.
-Am currently brushing up on my financial management during this hols coz I got a supplier of financial readings from bro (big fan of authors like Trump, Warren Buffett et.al) .he said I wouldn’t be rich if my liabilities are higher then assets. Is common sense when said but if applied to own self, boy I’m surprised of how many liabilities I have based on those things that I do not really need. Yes, that includes online shopping and pretty sweet nothings. (How can I say no to that * sob*)
If this is even a liability, what else more do I have to say?
Never mind that, I’m gonna procrastinate my plans for now to concentrate on sleeping early at this moment. Sien diao … ---adieu
